Lizz (random_glitch) wrote,
Lizz
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So. I did improv last night. And let's just say that I don't think it will ever be my career. Ever ever. Good thing that I have little use for it, yes? I don't know what I was thinking, honestly. The only time that I can handle having everyone in a room staring at me is when I am on stage, either in a play or singing my wittle heawt out. And I'm not funny. I am also not politically correct. Which actually kind of sucks because the class looks like it would be a lot of fun if I didn't hate it so much already. I swear, there's this smaller version of me deep down swinging her itty bitty little fist and screeching "If you make me go back there, you will pay. I may not know how right this minute, but you will. Oh, yes you will." And then she procedes to run around and chant, "paypaypaypay". It is quite intimidating, actually. Even if she is tiny. But then there is this other part of me, equally tiny but no less loud (as if any part of me could be quiet, hee), saying, all calm and zen-like, "Give it a few more weeks. See if you improve. Just because you blew it last night doesn't mean that you will continue to do so. What you need to do is relax. Chill. Have a toke." Ooookay, maybe that one isn't so much Zen as stoned out of her mind...but we'll go with it. Zen, baby. Aaaaaaaall the way.

On the bright side, my other classes are pretty freaking awesome. Piano is evil, but only because I have chubby little "sausage fingers" as my mother says, and it's hard to do the reaching bit. But we haven't really got to the reaching bit yet, so. My left hand is of course, giving me trouble, but I didn't expect less, and I have conquered it. And I want to buy a piano to practice on, but shockingly enough, it is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay out of my means to do so, so I'll settle for a keyboard that has weighted keys like a piano. Voice went well, too, after I had the obligatory panicinfrontofthemic moment. I am starting off easy with a song that I've done before, just to kind of get used to performing once a week again. I do so love it, and I guess those moments of panicpanicpanic before I get out there make it sweeter, but it really does wear on the nerves.

All I have left to worry about is my acting class tonight, and as it is most decidedly not improv I am hoping that I'll be okay. I'm not saying that I am the bestest actress evah, omg, but I feel that I can do a reasonably okay job with the making a character based off of a script. If not, all those years in plays really were wasted, weren't they?

In other, non-school related news...I got nothing. For those of you who follow them, I plan on restarting my QaF recaps sometime this weekend.

And that's all she wrote. For now.
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